If you have even glanced at my blog, you know I am in a horrible stagnant marriage. This BAFOON has no control over his anger and he is angry 24/7/365, clearly he is unhappy as well, I can’t look at him with any but disgust do to the huge Laundry list of terrible things he has done and still does to myself and our child.
We took our child to the fair tonight, I said to him as we were pulling out to go, i want this to be good happy memory’s for the child, so no arguing no fighting nothing, just be fake if you must just make it a good night for him.
So the idiot was somewhat tolerable during the fair, it must of been killing him because on the ride home he acts like a reckless fool! He get involved in some type of road rage from a car “riding his ass” so he acts like a fool threatening to tap his breaks he is speeding he is cutting over, he could have really hurt us.
He is already known to be a horrible driver he has had two wrecks that we’re his fault in the last year. I don’t ever want to ride with him or let my child ride with him. This ” man” is so messed up in the head, I don’t see how he makes it through life. He is as dumb as a box of rocks and so damn angry, selfish, self centered, self serving. All of it, he is put out by doing anything. He is lazy as fuck, calls into work with “migraines” OFTEN, has been wrote up at his job for talking disrespectful to his manager.
I can’t stand his parents either, they had a huge part in all 4 of their kids having relationship and life problems as adults. But He is grown now and should no better. I can’t have my son think this is a good example of a human being. It’s not! I want to scream and yell this is NOT what you don’t act like!! I said that In the truck tonight, about how he was cussing and irrationally driving he could have hurt us!!! my god I can’t help but to see nothing but a asshole and I am blinded by anger. I can’t keep on like this.
It’s not that easy to just get a divorce either, I am also really worried about how my child would be affected by that, but this isn’t ok either….. I can’t stand this man. I may be some type of glutton for punishment or some twisted shit, he brings out the worst in me, I never thought it was even possible that I could dislike someone this much.